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Flashy's Story: Chapter 18 Disarray screamed and Tilken flew up into the air, trembling.
"Disarray?" Nyx said, surprised.
"Yeah, it's me, it's me!!" she panted, covering her face.
Flashy jumped up and ran over to her.
"Are you all right?"
"Uhh yeah" she said glancing at Nyx with Tilken beneath his paw. Tilken laughed nervously when Nyx let him up and then ran over next to Disarray.
"What happened, why did you run from me that day?" Flashy asked with a worried look on her face.
"Well I thought maybe if I looked around I could find my father, you said male cheetahs live here and if I have family here I want to meet them." Disarray said firmly.
"Oh, I'm sorry for intruding, we could have helped you if you wanted. But, right now we are on a mission and we will need much more frost berries if you two are coming with us."
What's wrong with me?I feel like you don't need me
Like you're pushing me away
You spend so much time over at her apartment
I'm not sure what to say
I'm afraid to talk to you about it
I feel that maybe I'm being too clingy
I trust you really,
I'm just so afraid I might lose you
I'm not sure what to do
All I can do is look away
And when you're gone the tears fall down from my face
I don't know what to think
Don't you love me?
Don't you want me?
Do you want to spend forever with me?
These questions I'm sure you've answered many times
My endless anger and depression are tainting me
I'm lashing out at you and being mean
I'm not sure how to express myself and I try to keep myself together
But I always break down and weep
I'm weak and unwanted
That much I see
Do you love her more than me?
What's wrong with me?
WhyThere he goes again
Dragging my heart across the pavement
I can hardly hold my tears in
I hope he feels that he did win
Over at her house again
Can you feel my rage within
I'll face you with a grin
My skin feels like it's full of pins
I love him with all of my heart
And it just feels like he's picking it apart
He makes excuses and makes me go inside
While he's doing whatever with her at his side
Maybe I should stop interrupting them and let them be
The only one blocking their happiness is me
I'll lay awake all night long
Our love plays through my head like a song
I'm probably wrong and assuming
But my insides are anger consuming and now fuming
I tried to talk to you
And what did you do
Nothing at all really
Now isn't that silly
You said you would try to change
Now instead my hearts locked in a cage
I love you so much but I think you love her better
I hope you get this poetic letter
I hope that you love me and I'm your only one
My love burns for you like the sun
My dearest Nycholis, whe
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